Saturday, August 4, 2007

I sat at the humble pie buffet today

Mike and I finished our second session today and for some reason I start crying! I don't even know what I was crying about.A huge mix of emotions surged all at once and it brought an onslaught of tears. I was scared of letting everyone down. I was proud of myself for getting through this set. I was humbled that he was so supportive. At one time, when things were getting rough for me, I looked over at him and said "I need you to pray for me right now" and he nodded his head and was on it! I was even more humbled by the fact that I'm not in this alone. I really not! This is as much your victory as it is mine. Thank you for all your emails. I know it's just the beginning...help me get through the next 4 weeks

After working out I went to my first Weight Watchers meeting. You won't be surprised to hear that my meeting leader is a BELIEVER! Her name is Judy. Yet again our Father has provided!

Here is my statement of FAITH!
God is who He says He is.
God can do what He says He can do.
I am who God says I am.
I can do all things through Christ.
God's word is alive and active in me.


Current Weight: 372

4 comments:

Tracey Clifton said...

You keep at it sistah!!! Suffering brings enormous gifts and remember Don't let what you feel affect what you know. Your statement of faith is not only moving...its 100% true. You are strong and you will win...the power that is in you is the power that raised Jesus from the dead...Much love, Tracey

Hwa said...

Don't be afraid of letting us down... We're here to support you. Just remember, it's about the journey. Developing a healthy lifestyle isn't easy, and it's not quick. But it is rewarding. Christ will provide, and you will be supported by prayer.

KimBeau Hughes said...

Dont worry girl, I've actually thrown up after many a tough workout with a trainer! So...maybe next time I should try crying...it sounds a little cleaner than throwing up! haha. Dont worry girl, you are in good company who loves you. ROCK ON THIS WEEK!!!

nicole said...

You will not let anyone down. Your courage and determination to even begin this trek is a lasting impression. Don't give up! I will not let you give up and I'm sure others won't either.